Thursday, August 02, 2012

Sands of Time


A look back,
A minute spent,
A thousand images
A flurry of thoughts
A baggage of bandages
A dizziness of heights,
Oh! We’ve now been lost in the sands of time
Lost, completely lost!
Where are you?
A speck of sand in the desert?
A lost drop in the ocean
A drop of hue
In the canvas of life
And, an eternity of love
Of darkness in daylight
And shadow at twilight
Quest for a lost soul
Buried deep within
Oh! We’ve now been lost in the sands of time
Lost, completely lost!
The pier of my life
The pillar of my happiness
Taken all away
At the blink of an eyelid
You’ve hid
From me
Shied from my love;
Of grass that’s green
Of sky that’s blue
Of sun that’s yellow
And of water that’s reflective,
My love will never cease.
The blinding faith,
The irrevocable devotion
The enormity of respect
The understanding of a lifetime
I still could not enter that pump of life
That beats in the left of you?
Oh! We’ve now been lost in the sands of time
Lost, completely lost!
The atmosphere heavy,
Your footsteps distant
You had decided to leave me
To not talk
Or had I let it be that way?
The gaping hole in me ever so big
The void that lay
The burning inside
The pain outside
Whenever I see you
Unable to reach for your hands
And hold it close to mine
Unable to converse normally
For I can’t stop my heart racing
Towards you
With such speed and passion
And love,
I think it’s a gimmick
My heart is playing on me
But I soon understand
That I can not contain it anymore
And that this is what love is about
You do not love me
You never have
You never will
But I have,
And I know it’s worth loving you
Despite the pain you have caused.
The hole aches now,
As it stares in defiance
For it will not close by itself
And I do not have the heart to;
The pain, I savour
It is the only thing that makes me myself now
It is the second that I love after you
It is the only proof that I have loved you
With all my heart
And it talks about me now
Empty.
Oh! We’ve now been lost in the sands of time
Lost, completely lost!
Like a bolt of lightning
With tremendous energy
You struck me
Dazzling and electrifying me
Leaving an impact and scars
After which, you left
Leaving me to tend to them;
But the scars wouldn’t heal
And the lightning wouldn’t return
To sweep me again;
There have been showers after the lightning
To try and soothe the wounds
But it is more pain that I prefer
I can live with it
Forever in the hope of being with you
Even if I know that it is a fantasy
I am not despondent and,
I live in constant hope
That someday, you just might come back for me
But I have not forgotten that
We’ve now been lost in the sands of time
Lost, completely lost!



                                          

3 comments:

  1. Wow...too long...but yet interesting...deep thoughts underneath

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  2. Thanks Sreedev! Nice of you :)And you have a very interesting blog as well. Happened to read a few posts. Shall keep reading.:)

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